11:11, the sequel

I made my wish about someone else tonight,
I usually give it to you.
I hope you don’t mind,
But its time to bid you adieu.

This sounds pretty crazy,
I know that it might.
For some reason wishing for you,
It just didn’t seem right.

So tonight I gave my wish to someone else,
Someone who might possibly care.
He’s nice, you know him.
I just need someone who can be there.

Wondering.

So I wonder why there are so many different genre movies that make me feel better. I love Star Trek and at the moment, its making me feel so much better than I did just a few minutes ago. Its such a great movie. Or maybe its Chris Pine...

New Life.

Everytime I look at you I don’t know what to do,
That cute leather jacket with your white v-neck tee,
How does your smile always make me happy?
Why is your whole air dizzy-making?

I’ve got to get you out of my head,
All of you,
You’re adorable long hair and the stupid way you always smell wonderful.
I’m so intoxicated and I can’t get over it, but I have to.

I’m starting over fresh, right now.
New everything.
New way of thinking.
New way of looking at life.
New way of looking at you.
New way that we’re just friends.
New way that it’s not the end.
New way that I can get over this.
New way that I’m over you.
New way.
My New way.
My New Life.
Live.

(Alright, Samuel, no yelling at me. I'm trying to get my feelings across without smacking anyone)

GeT tHiS rIgHt.

Time to figure this out.
Holding thin.
I’ve got to understand what’s going on.
Barely there.
Hardly worth fighting for.
If it’s me you want, prove it.
Standing here.
Arms wide open.
Tell me what you want.
Get it.
Getting harder.
Gotta hold on.
Wearing down.
Have
To
Get
This
Right.

Theme Song

We were talking about theme songs earlier and I couldn't think of one. I found it now!
It's Don't Forget by Demi Lovato.

I like it a lot. Click here to see the video.

Here are the Lyrics:
Did you forget that I was even alive?
Did you forget everything we ever had?
Did you forget, did you forget about me?

Did you regret ever standing by my side?
Did you forget we were feeling inside?
Now I'm left to forget about us

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song, you can't forget it

So now I guess this is where we have to stand
Did you regret ever holding my hand?
Never again, please don't forget, don't forget

We had it all, we were just about to fall
Even more in love, than we were before
I won't forget, I won't forget about us

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song you can't forget it

Somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song, you can't forget it at all

And at last all the pictures have been burned
And all the past is just a lesson that we've learned
I won't forget, please don't forget us

Somewhere we went wrong
Our love is like a song but you won't sing along
You've forgotten about us
Don't forget

Come Back Home

And I'm Back to the way that it was again,
And now I'm looking for a reason to change this
And I would a never thought that this was over but
I'm too familiar with the second chances and I
hope you feel the same.

I know you said that this will not be permanent
If thats correct then whys this feel like its the end
Come back home to me [because my life just isn't]
What it used to be [without you here]
It kills me just to see, That a part of me is gone [that a part of me is gone]
And I'm trying to forget the past, but I wish you weren't so hard to forget [hard to forget]

And now your not around i'm sure that you found
another place to feel alive without me by your side.
I know you said that this will not be permanent
But it's not correct cause there is no chance for
Us to stay alive.

Come back home to me [because my life just isn't]
What it used to be [without you here]
It kills me just to see,
That a part of me is gone,
That a part of me is gone,
That a part of me is gone,
Is there something I could say to bring you back to me
and fix this mess we're in. Every night I seem to find myself awake.

Cause I wish I could change [Could change]
The way [The way you feel]
Yeah I wish that I could change [could change]
The way [The way you feel]
Come back home to me [because my life just isn't]
What it used to be [without you here]
Come back home to me [because my life just isn't]
What it used to be [without you here]
It kills me just to see,

That a part of me is gone, that a part of me is gone
and I wish that you would..
Come back home to me,
And I wish that you would
Come back home to me,
And I wish that you would
Come back home to me.

And I wish that you'd come home..

-Jamestown Story & Stephen Jerzak

No Barrier

"They spill and cascade
dripping down my cheeks,
sweeping over my lips
the wetness a surprise
a relief;
the sniff of my nose
and the unsteady breath,
the quick rise and fall of my chest,
they’re falling
I’m weeping
and the strength in me
is lost.

I cry. "
-Olivia Bell

For more of Olivia Bell's Poetry, click here.

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Alright, so I think I'm really depressed, because I can't stay happy for more than 5 minutes at a time. I always think of someone and end up feeling horrible again. This is crazy, I know I shouldn't be this hung up over a guy, but I am. I'm sorry. I hate this.

Love Me

I love the song Love Me by Justin Bieber. He's really good (not to mention really cute). Anyway, I'm addicted to this song now, click here to see it.

Birthday xD

I'M GOING TO BE 17 TOMORROW!!!!! I'm so excited!!!! Yeah!!!! xD

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Vanilla Twilight

The stars lean down to kiss you,
And I lie awake and miss you.
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere.
'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly,
But I'll miss your arms around me.
I'd send a postcard to you dear,
'Cause I wish you were here.

I watch the night turn light blue.
But it's not the same without you,
Because it takes two to whisper quietly,
The silence isn't so bad,
Till I look at my hands and feel sad,
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly.

I'll find repose in new ways,
Though I haven't slept in two days,
'Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone.
But drenched in Vanilla twilight,
I'll sit on the front porch all night,
Waist deep in thought because when I think of you.
I don't feel so alone.
I don't feel so alone.
I don't feel so alone.

As many times as I blink I'll think of you... tonight.
I'll think of you tonight.

When violet eyes get brighter,
And heavy wings grow lighter,
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again.
And I'll forget the world that I knew,
But I swear I won't forget you,
Oh if my voice could reach back through the past,
I'd whisper in your ear,
Oh darling I wish you were here.

-Owl City

*sigh* Goodnight.

Poems

My Heart in Your Palm

You’ve hold my heart in your palm, you don’t even realize it.
You could simply squeeze if you wanted, and there I’d lay, dead.
I know you don’t want that, and you don’t mean to do it,
But every time you look at me, I feel a slight tug,
As you run away with my heart in your palm, you don’t even realize it.

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Love Song

Don't sing a love song he wrote for someone else,
Because the whole time you're singing it he'll be thinking of her.
Instead write your own and share your own story,
Maybe then he'll see the way he tore into your heart.

Samuel Helps xD

Sam sent me this quote and I love it!

"It may seem stormy now, but the rain can't last forever."

I wonder

I look him in the eyes and wonder if he sees "I miss you" written all over my face.

Kanye West Death Story...

Alright, so I heard the death rumor and I had to look it up, just to see if it was true or not and this is the page that I found: Click Here

Quote:

Can't a Kanye catch a break? Already beleaguered by post-Taylor-Swift-interruption criticism, the egomaniacal rapper had to deal this week with the sudden proliferation of unfounded rumours of his demise. "RIP Kanye West" became one of the week's hottest Twitter topics – and it stayed that way even after Kanye West's aliveness became unquestionable. Amusingly for us and surely dishearteningly for West, the rapid debunking of the death meme merely spawned a whole new set of mutant West-mocking memes. "To whoever started the RIP Kanye West hoax," one went, "I'mma let you finish, but Balloon Boy had the best hoax of all time."

I'm not sure which makes me more happy, the fact that its not true, or that they used the word 'aliveness' in this article. Not gonna lie, I laughed so hard I almost peed my pants when I read that. It was hysterical.

Help

I’m starting to question whether you meant it or not.
What if you didn’t?
What if those sweet kisses you gave me were nothing more than a responsibility to you?
I can’t stand it anymore.
I don’t know what you want me to do.
Am I supposed to just sit here and take it?
Are you really going to tell me you didn’t mean any of it?
Was it all a lie?
You’ve pulled me so far in just to make my heart drop.
I don’t understand the reasoning you have behind this.
I just need a little bit of help.
Help me…
Please…
Help…

Sick of Crying...

Alright, If you can't read what it says it says:

"Sick of Crying, Tired of trying, Yeah I'm smiling, but inside I'm dying."

kind of how i feel, but i'm not tired of trying... I don't know what to do, but i liked this.

Good Thing Going

Thanks for the apology, it really means a lot.
I don’t know if you really meant it, but I’ll enjoy it for now.
I hope you can figure things out soon, because I really miss you.
We’ve got a good thing going, now, let’s try not to stop.
I wonder how many times I can do this,
But I’ll try for as long as you’re willing to do the same.
I like you a lot, and maybe its not love,
But babe, I can’t go a day without thinking about you,
And I was always taught not to give up if I can’t get it off my mind.
Let me tell you, sweetheart, you’re there every second.
Don’t doubt for one moment that your face isn’t right there.
If you’re thinking about me, chances are, I’m thinking about you.

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Today was pretty great, not gonna lie. I liked it. I was happy with almost everything that happened today, I just hope it can stay good and not sucky. Maybe its more that I was on top of the world and then thrown down into a huge pit of spikes or something. Either way, I feel much better, lets just hope it sticks!

I'm Sticking to my Story

What do you mean you’ve been around assholes long enough to pick out the sweet ones?
There’s no way in hell you know what I’m talking about.
You’ve never felt this way, or maybe you thought you did.
I can’t help the guys you dated, but you can’t sit here and judge the one I like.
Yours were assholes.
Mine’s just confused.
He can’t help what he’s feeling.
He can’t help feeling afraid.
I’m not going to press him.
You go ahead and think what you want, but I’m sticking to my story.

I can’t have you trying to tell me what to do when you’ve never been with a guy for more than three months.
Does that make you an expert?
I don’t think so.
Whatever, girl.
Think what you want, but I’m sticking to my story.

How many times have you been with a guy that called you beautiful?
How many times have you cared enough about another human that you were willing to let go?
How many times have you sat back and watched that same person flirt endlessly with countless girls while you have no power whatsoever?
You don’t know how I feel.
Think what you want, but I’m sticking to my story.

11:11

I stare at the clock every night just to make that wish.
You know the one at 11:11, just to make a wish.
I waste my wish on things I hope will come true.
They probably won’t but I don’t think it hurts to try.
So if you want to know the secret to make my wish come true,
Listen real closely, every night I wish for you.

By: Kelli Smith

Arrow xD

Click on the image to see full picture. It doesn't fit xD

This is the Future

This is the Future
Wake up on your own
And look around you cuz you’re not alone
Release your high hopes and they’ll survive
Cuz this is the future and you are alive

Dive in and swim away
From your loneliness and miserable days

And when you wake up on your own
Look around you cuz you’re not alone
Let your hopes go and they’ll survive
Cuz this is the future and you are alive…
You’re headed home
-Owl City

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So my life has really been sort of a mess lately. I know its not my fault, but its not his either, and even if it is, I can't blame it on him. I can't force myself to say that he did it. I've only actually called him my ex twice and I really have to force it out. I guess I just need to accept it, but I can't help feeling this way. I don't know how to deal with it. I feel stupid, like I shouldn't be feeling like this at all. I hope I can get over it or he figures something out, because I'm dying a little bit.

Yesterday

I feel like the song 'Yesterday' by The Beatles pretty much covers how i feel right now....
or at least the first four lines...

"Yesterday,
All my troubles seemed so far away,
Now it looks as though they're here to stay,
Oh, I believe in yesterday."

So yeah, I don't know, but I'm kinda in a lame mood. I hope tomorrow's better :P

I did talk to Sam for a long time tonight and it was fun.... (The merry-go-round was still my favorite part)

Cannot Do It

I don't know if I can do it anymore.

It's kinda killing me, I think.

I can. I can do it, but it feels like I can't.

I can't breathe when I'm around him.

I just wish he'd acknowledge my existance.

*sigh*

I'm willing to wait until he makes a decision.

In Your World

In Your World

So I wonder why you liked me in the first place,
Its not like you act like you ever did now.
I fell for you from the first time we touched,
And I really thought you cared.
Apparently not, though.
I don’t really blame you; I’m not that great,
But you acted like you cared.
Cared about me.
Did you really?
Do you?
Whatever, I can’t get you out of my mind,
But apparently I don’t even exist in yours.

By: Kelli Smith

Maybe It'll Get Better...

Today's Graffiti.

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The Boy I Knew

Another picture I edited, I don't know, its kind of lame, but I like it and I'm happy with it.

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Die a Little

This is a picture that I edited... its kinda how I feel right now... but oh well, I'll get over it eventually.

Awesome Graffiti

Alright, so that Graffiti application has some very talented people on it... mine suck compared to most of them, but i want you to see them, because they're awesome :)

This one's called "Best Friends" I just thought it was adorable :)

This one is really cool, but it doesn't have a title, I thought it was AH-MAZING, though :)

That's all of them for right now, i may share more later, but I just wanted to show you these because they're really cool.

(Click on the images to see the full pictures)

Never Hate You

How are you today?
Are you still depressed with life?
Is it killing you?

This is crazy, babe,
You have got to understand,
I just want to help.

Why not let me in?
What are you afraid of, huh?
Why make it this hard?

Just let me help you!
Would it really be that hard?
I want to get it.

I want to help you,
Through everything you need.
I don’t want to push.

You make this too hard,
Let me try to comfort you,
But you can’t just talk.

I think I get it,
But how can I be sure, huh?
Just trust me, you’ll see.

We may not be us,
But it’s hard not to miss you,
The real you, that’s right.

Don’t know you that well,
But I do know you’re not this,
You are not this guy.

You’re awesome and sweet.
I know it’s weird to say, but
I could never hate you.

An original by me: Kelli Smith

I Can NEVER Hate You.

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Graffiti

Alright, so there's a facebook application called Graffiti and I like it. so i'm going to start drawing something on it everyday and posting a copy here... because its fun and i usually draw something about how i'm feeling... so here's yesterday's:

And here's the one from today:

Hope you Enjoy!!

(click on the pictures to see the full thing)

MLIA

This is one of the most hilarious sites ever: http://mylifeisaverage.com

Here are a few of the quotes that i LOVED:

"Today, I was running late for Spanish because the parking lot was completely full. After finally grabbing a spot I got out of my car and screamed "This is madness!" and was quite pleased when I heard "This is SPARTA!" from four different directions. MLIA"

Why did I love this one?
a)because its just freakin hilarious
b)because i ALWAYS shout 'this is sparta' when someone says 'this is madness'

'Today, I took an essay test in college and the prompt was "Why?" Everyone in class began pouring their heart out into 20 page essays about their beliefs. On my paper I simply wrote "Why not?" I got an A. MLIA'

Why do I love this one?
Because it would be so freaking amazing if that would happen. I would love to have an essay that the prompt was simply 'Why?' How cool would that be??

Whoa, Dream Big!

I'm having a pretty bad week and I don't even know why... nothing extremely bad has happened, so I don't know... Oh well. I hope things get better. I've watched Juno TWICE this week just to make myself feel better and it works until I wake up the next morning.

Anyway... Later.

Panda Bread!

That's right, you're totally jealous of the panda bread.

I want some now... I really want to know how they made it. It's like the most amazing thing in the world, not to mention bread with my favorite animal in it.

It's the coolest thing since sliced bread. xD Sorry, that was pretty lame. I apologize for being random and lame, but I can't help it, it's just the way I am.

I wish I had a scanner...

I wish I had a scanner so that I could scan pictures I draw and post them here.
I have put up a photography site...
Just click here to see it.
I hope you like them, there isn't much on it right now, but I'll put more on as I take them. Tell me if you like them! I'm going to put a guestbook on tonight, so please leave comments of how I could improve! Thanks!!!

We Miss Him

Click to see the full picture! It doesn't all fit :D

Friends...

Good friends will talk about your crush...
but a Best Friend will scream his name in the hallway and yell "Hey! She likes you ask her out!"

I don't know why this stuck out, but I love these sayings, they make me happy and they also make me laugh... still my favorite is:

Good friends will share their umbrella...
but a Best Friend will steal yours and yell "Run, Loser, Run!"

I think its my favorite because it reminds me of me and Brittany. :D

Will now use:

You're the FBI agent to my Anthropologist.

Why? Because its perfect for Brennan and Booth... I just find it kind of funny. Anyway... I got really excited cause I just watched their first kiss... I want the seasons so bad!!

Has Recieved her Schedule!!

Okay, I'm going to post it here, even though it may be meaningless to some people.

Gold 1: Media

Black 1: Algebra 2--Mr. Meier

Gold 2: Homeroom--Ms. Whitfill

Black 2: Child Development

Gold 3: Theater Arts

Black 3: Earth Science--Mrs. Schnur

Gold 4: History--Mr. Little

Black 4: English--Mrs. Copeland

anyway, that's my schedule, so hopefully it won't suck too bad.

Music

"Music is everybody's possession. It's only publishers that think people own it."
-John Lennon

I love this quote, and he's right. If people actually owned music no one would be able to listen to it! :)

Starting Something New

I'm going to start making goals for every month? Why? Because someone said it and it sounded like a good idea. So I'm going to do it...

My goal for the month of August 2009 is to...

Finish at least one assignment before doing anything other than saying Hello online.

I think that's a good plan. I've got to get better grades than I got last year. I want to go to an art school, I'm not sure which one yet. I'm going to try to figure that out this year. I want to be a photographer, so I'm going to be an art major, or Photography Major, Computer Graphics Minor. It depends where I go what my actual major will be.

Brennan and Booth Forever!

I love Bones... I'm enjoying it a lot. It's pretty fun to watch. I find it hilarious that Dr. Brennan and Agent Booth are obviously meant for each other but they're too stupid to do anything about it. Well, in the episodes I've seen... I don't watch them in order because TNT doesn't show them in order... Anyway. I don't now why I wanted to write this, but I did, so yeah...

Strong Words

People say HATE is a strong word, but so is LOVE and people throw that around like its nothing.

Bones

Hola mi amigos!

I'm watching Bones right now. I love this show. Its better than the rest of these shows. I have to work tomorrow, and I'm happy that i get to work more than four hours this week... Whoo! I'm not allowed to tell you where I work... lol. Anyway, I have to work 4 days in a row. That's gonna suck, but oh well. I'll get some money for it.

Anyway, thats all for today. Hopefully my vlog will start up soon. Keep track if you want. Look up KelliSayRawr on Youtube. That's my account! :D

I Finally Gave In

I made a twitter. I don't know why it took me so long, but I did it. It's actually pretty cool. I have only found Mitchell Davis and TWLOHA so far, but that doesn't really matter.

Anyway... yeah.

Quote that I now Love

AJ plurked this quote and I wanted to share it with everyone that reads this blog, even if it isn't very many.

"We could learn a lot from crayons, some are sharp, some are pretty, some are dull while others are bright, and some have weird names, but they've all learned to live together in the same box."

-Robert Fulghum

I think eveyone should live by that. Not just that, but that could be part of what life's about. I think we should all learn to live together, meaning, we shouldn't judge people by what they are or where they came from.

Sorry!

It's been forever since I've updated, but I plan on starting up again once school starts. Gahh!

Wedding Project Due!!

My wedding project is due tomorrow, and chinese people are totally doing my catering!
Haha, i thought it was funny, but i'm thinking it would be some of the best wedding food I've ever had.
Anyway. I've got all my dresses picked out and everythings all ready. I just have to print stuff out and put it in a book :).

So in other news, Dusty said he was going to ask me a question, but he said he'd ask me later, and now its bugging me!!! :P

New Roleplay Forum!

I created a new roleplay forum for people who like the Uglies series! You should check it out!

Click Here.

Found a new Band :D

They're called Hey Monday and they're this really sweet band with a female lead singer and the rest are guys.

I have about three songs in my playlist at the bottom, so you should check them out!

Follow TWLOHA on twitter! I do! :D

Saturday School?! Wha..??

Yeah, that's right, I have Saturday School. I'm so mad. I hate all this rediculous stuff. I'm really mad.

I walked into the school today...

Yeah, so I was late :P It was pretty lame, oh well. Its not that big a deal. What would be a big deal? If robots came to life and ate your family :D yeah.... no.

Anyway, today was pretty good for the most part. I miss drama, its kind of depressing. Dusty, if you're reading this, I have to ask you a question!!!!!

To Write Love On Her Arms

I found this really cool organization that's all about helping people dealing with Suicide, Depression, Addiction, and Self Injury. It's a great thing they do to try to stop it in the United States. Click Here to go to their website. You can buy shirts and everything. It's a great thing that they do, and I hope you can help them out! I know I'm going to when I start working! I've joined the street team and I'd like to do as much as I can to help out!

What do you think?

I just added my new header on here, what do you think of it?

It's me and my cousin Megan after the musical on that Friday night, and I love the picture... so I edited it and used it as my header for now. Just tell me if you like it or not :)

Thanks!

(I made a new signature thingy too :) )

LMAO!

I thought this was funny. Once again I was looking on photobucket, that place is a riot if you let it be. I can't think of how many things I've found on there that I love.

Found This...

So I found this quot on photobucket, and I thought about it for a second. It's entirely too true. I love it, it's my new favorite quote. I'm going to write it on stuff a lot lol. I already wrote it in my agenda book, so why not put it on my blog?

Angry

I don't know, I'm too mad to care anymore. I've cried way too much in the past week. I'm done with it, so here's to not crying anymore

So anyway, I'm done with this whole deal, if he doesn't want it fixed then, so be it. Its not worth it to feel so horrible because he can't act his age and stop being a hypocrite.

So I'm done until he can grow up.

If you don't know who I'm talking about, then you don't need to, but I just want you all to know that I'm ticked. Either way, I'm not going to let it bother me anymore. I'm done. As of now.

GRAHHHH

Okay, so basically, I've had a pretty suckish day with a few high points... I did get to go to Tastee Freeze which was fun. I'm having an issue, but I'm not gonna discuss it... You can go read it on Dusty's blog if you want. Its on my bloglist... --->

Anyway, i'm basically done for today... i can't take anymore crap.

Musical's almost over, I'm kinda sad...

Teasers

Teasers tomorrow for Damn Yankees! I'm really excited.
We're going Gangster tomorrow...
Me, Whitt, Knee, and Mal.
It's gonna be great :D

Still Planning

So I'm still working on my wedding.  I've figured out my bridesmaids :)

Maid of Honor: Brittany

Bridesmaids:

Mallory

Whittney

Katie

Jess

Emily

And those are my bridesmaids :D

I'm excited.. i really like this project.

Wedding Planning

You remember that wedding I have to plan for a project?  Well, I've been working a little on it.

I found some bridesmaids dresses.  I don't know which I want to use yet, though.  Yes, they're all purple.  

1)  Belsoie Trumpet:

(The sash may be a green color *shrug*)

2) Alfred Angelo w/ Sash:

(The sash would really be white or a green color... I haven't decided yet.)

3) Mori Lee Layered

Anyway, those are three choices for that... Tell me which one you like best...

Home and Stuff...

I'm home from indy and it was a blast!  I had a lot of fun.  I can't wait to go next year.

So like the first day, we rode down... we watched Sister Act 2... it's hilarious...

"Teach them to play soccer." "We don't have the balls for that..."

lol.

and then we paged the next day.... it was fun.  

and we stayed at Michele Epple's house... it was way better than a hotel... it was awesome fun.

I loved every minute of it, although, Brandan's Dragon had to pee a lot...

anyway, it was awesome.  

Paging :D

I'm going paging at the statehouse!  I'm leaving at 7 tomorrow morning :)  I'm really excited.

It's going to be fun.  Me, Whittney and Katie are going and its going to be REALLY fun.

I made a mix CD for the trip and I'm going to bring my Grease CD too, we're gonna sing musical songs all the way down. lol.

So I'm listening to my iTunes on shuffle right now, and some of these songs are really annoying... lol

So anyway... *excitement*

I can hardly wait.  I'm ready!!! 

Best. Concert. Ever.

Alright, so I went to the Skillet Comatose Tour 2009, right?
It was MAGNIFICENT.
I love skillet and I had the BEST time. Disciple opened for them too, that was great.
Everyone I went with was like, 'Oh, well, we came to see Disciple.' I was just like, 'Who are you kidding? I'm here for skillet!!'


I got a really awesome tee shirt too. I'm really happy right now...
I got a guitar pick too.


Anyway, I just had a really good day today, all together.
And my math homework was really easy too. I'm just happy :)


Oh, I need to type the poems me, Amanda, and Candace wrote in English yesterday:


Purple thunder asks
Would spring fall into summer,
Why journey through Rain?


Our friend shivered above ice,
Later trickled only for you.


Yellow dawn above here,
Watches as ice shivers between dreams.


I know, they may not make since, but we liked them for some reason... just see if you can find a meaning lol.

April Fools :P

I hate April Fools Day.

It's such a pointless holiday it should just be thrown in a pit and burned.

I just don't enjoy being pranked, even if it's just little stupid things. 

I just don't find it funny that I believe something that isn't true.  

But whatever.  I'll get over it.

Anyway, I'm really tired, but I don't want to go to sleep. 

You know that feeling?  I hate it, but I don't...

Anyway, I'm done with this post because I don't really have anything else to say... so yeah xD

Later :)

Random Bumper Stickers

I found these and thought they were either cute, funny, or just stupid.

This is Adorable :)

lmao, i found this hilarious.Hehe, cute little piggies

Prednazone Sucks

I hate prednazone.  I'm freakin' starving ALL THE TIME.

It sucks.  I'm tired of it.  Take it away!!! 

Please?

:P

I feel like a dork now... anyway...lol

So now I'm at home waiting for some food.

I have to write a biography tonight about Sigmund Fiord... Ew.  Oh well, I need to do it...

Talk later!  Bye 

Good Morning Starshine!

I'm up and happy and already blogging!  Wow!  I've never posted this early in the morning.

I'm ready for school early.  This is pretty cool!

Anyway.  I feel really good this morning, I think the cryfest was needed last night. 

Sylvia will be at rehearsal today, so I hope I get to leave early.  I have about two problems on my math homework I need to finish tonight and I'll probably just bring that paper from ICP to drama....

Sorry, talking to myself... You probably don't care about my to do list lol.

Anyway, I feel really good this morning and I wanted to share my happiness :)

Isn't this cute?  AJ made it a long time ago and I didn't have a picture to put in this post, so here you go ;)

Cryfest

Okay, so i just had a cryfest with my best friend and I feel really good now. :)

I'm happy...

I was sad but now I'm happy and everything's all good.

Just wanted to say that i'm extremely happy right now and nothing can bring me down :D

Prom :)

Me and Samuel are going to prom :)

Sam is my best friend and he asked me to go to prom :)

So we're gonna go :D

Anyway, I got a picture of my dress to share, but be warned, I look horrible in it...  Anyway... without further adieu...

Dexter wouldn't get out of the picture... lol

anyway, that's my dress... i love it :)

I have another picture I want to put on here, too, because I like it.

It's of me and Dusty at the spring festival... he said he doesn't like it, but I don't really care, I think its cute :)

Aaaand, here's one last one i loved.

Me and Jess at the country show... I love it because she's laughing... it's just really good.

Cake and Laptops

Okay i haven't posted in ages!!! but that's because i don't have my laptop, but i should be getting it back very soon.  

I'm really ready to get it back so cross your fingers for me :)

anyway, i went to Knee's birthday party yesterday and it was really fun, but SOMEONE, *cough* Dusty *cough*, shoved cake in my face.  Anyway, I got him back.  So I won that fight.

And we danced a lot.  it was great. :)

Anyway, nothing to interesting... anyway. laters

Weddings and Haircuts...

Alright, so I didn't get time to post last night, because I had a butt load of homework...

Anyway, today... today...

So I have to plan my wedding for a class.  So I'm doing that right now... Purple Bridesmaid's Dresses... Yeah.  I'm serious.

Anyway... so Jess is coming to stay here this weekend :)

Dusty's getting a haircut today, don't know why that matters, but hey.....

Anyway, major boredom... ;P Alright, Talk later :)

Whoa, I'm at School!

So I'm at school and writing on my blog...
What fun!! Except I don't know what to write, so I'm gonna go away now :)
Anyway, I'm off and will write later......maybe.

Pictures!!!

Because I haven't shown any in a while :)

Love Circle Stuff:

Me and Sam are front... Dusty, Knee, and Wes are in back.

Wes, Knee, Me, Dusty

Dusty, Knee, Me, Sam, Wes

Me, Dusty, Wes, Knee, Sam :D

Random Stuff:

This is at New Years... We had punch, but I had mountain dew in mine :)

So yeah...

I really suck at this.

I haven't written since the snow storm, now that's just bad.

I need to get better at it, but I don't know how....

I forget I have the blog.

Anyway.  So my life this week so far:

Sunday: 

Dress shopping--No Dress... I'm wearing the one I have for the Christmas dance.

Did stuff with Sam.... we just went to like... CVS and Schnucks... Pregnant ladies are 20 points!!!

Oh, then we made cupcakes and watched Juno, which is why I now need 132 boxes of orange tic tacs.....

Monday:

Migrane :P

Dentist, now my teeth hurt... stupid spacers.

School... for 45 minutes.

Drama... No Dusty... it seemed all empty and depressing...

Home...  Where I talked to Dusty and he blew up a can of Chili... silly boy.

Today:

School... boring!!! (but i did learn something interesting...)

Drama, Dusty was there today :)  So anyway, he's not dead even after all the dancing... he was just a little sweaty. lol

Home and what I'm doing right at this moment.  Woot!

*Mental Scream*

I HATE SNOW!!!
That's right, I said it. I hate snow, and I don't care if you like it, it's horrible, no matter what you say. I want it to melt. I miss my friends and now I can't even sleep in my own bed because the powers out!!!
Grrr....

Don't you wish you could just make the power turn back on. I wish I could, but I can't.. :P