This is the FutureWake up on your own
And look around you cuz you’re not alone
Release your high hopes and they’ll survive
Cuz this is the future and you are alive
Dive in and swim away
From your loneliness and miserable days
And when you wake up on your own
Look around you cuz you’re not alone
Let your hopes go and they’ll survive
Cuz this is the future and you are alive…
You’re headed home
-Owl City
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So my life has really been sort of a mess lately. I know its not my fault, but its not his either, and even if it is, I can't blame it on him. I can't force myself to say that he did it. I've only actually called him my ex twice and I really have to force it out. I guess I just need to accept it, but I can't help feeling this way. I don't know how to deal with it. I feel stupid, like I shouldn't be feeling like this at all. I hope I can get over it or he figures something out, because I'm dying a little bit.