Arrow xD

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This is the Future

This is the Future
Wake up on your own
And look around you cuz you’re not alone
Release your high hopes and they’ll survive
Cuz this is the future and you are alive

Dive in and swim away
From your loneliness and miserable days

And when you wake up on your own
Look around you cuz you’re not alone
Let your hopes go and they’ll survive
Cuz this is the future and you are alive…
You’re headed home
-Owl City

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So my life has really been sort of a mess lately. I know its not my fault, but its not his either, and even if it is, I can't blame it on him. I can't force myself to say that he did it. I've only actually called him my ex twice and I really have to force it out. I guess I just need to accept it, but I can't help feeling this way. I don't know how to deal with it. I feel stupid, like I shouldn't be feeling like this at all. I hope I can get over it or he figures something out, because I'm dying a little bit.

Yesterday

I feel like the song 'Yesterday' by The Beatles pretty much covers how i feel right now....
or at least the first four lines...

"Yesterday,
All my troubles seemed so far away,
Now it looks as though they're here to stay,
Oh, I believe in yesterday."

So yeah, I don't know, but I'm kinda in a lame mood. I hope tomorrow's better :P

I did talk to Sam for a long time tonight and it was fun.... (The merry-go-round was still my favorite part)

Cannot Do It

I don't know if I can do it anymore.

It's kinda killing me, I think.

I can. I can do it, but it feels like I can't.

I can't breathe when I'm around him.

I just wish he'd acknowledge my existance.

*sigh*

I'm willing to wait until he makes a decision.

In Your World

In Your World

So I wonder why you liked me in the first place,
Its not like you act like you ever did now.
I fell for you from the first time we touched,
And I really thought you cared.
Apparently not, though.
I don’t really blame you; I’m not that great,
But you acted like you cared.
Cared about me.
Did you really?
Do you?
Whatever, I can’t get you out of my mind,
But apparently I don’t even exist in yours.

By: Kelli Smith

Maybe It'll Get Better...

Today's Graffiti.

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The Boy I Knew

Another picture I edited, I don't know, its kind of lame, but I like it and I'm happy with it.

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