Come Back Home

And I'm Back to the way that it was again,
And now I'm looking for a reason to change this
And I would a never thought that this was over but
I'm too familiar with the second chances and I
hope you feel the same.

I know you said that this will not be permanent
If thats correct then whys this feel like its the end
Come back home to me [because my life just isn't]
What it used to be [without you here]
It kills me just to see, That a part of me is gone [that a part of me is gone]
And I'm trying to forget the past, but I wish you weren't so hard to forget [hard to forget]

And now your not around i'm sure that you found
another place to feel alive without me by your side.
I know you said that this will not be permanent
But it's not correct cause there is no chance for
Us to stay alive.

Come back home to me [because my life just isn't]
What it used to be [without you here]
It kills me just to see,
That a part of me is gone,
That a part of me is gone,
That a part of me is gone,
Is there something I could say to bring you back to me
and fix this mess we're in. Every night I seem to find myself awake.

Cause I wish I could change [Could change]
The way [The way you feel]
Yeah I wish that I could change [could change]
The way [The way you feel]
Come back home to me [because my life just isn't]
What it used to be [without you here]
Come back home to me [because my life just isn't]
What it used to be [without you here]
It kills me just to see,

That a part of me is gone, that a part of me is gone
and I wish that you would..
Come back home to me,
And I wish that you would
Come back home to me,
And I wish that you would
Come back home to me.

And I wish that you'd come home..

-Jamestown Story & Stephen Jerzak

No Barrier

"They spill and cascade
dripping down my cheeks,
sweeping over my lips
the wetness a surprise
a relief;
the sniff of my nose
and the unsteady breath,
the quick rise and fall of my chest,
they’re falling
I’m weeping
and the strength in me
is lost.

I cry. "
-Olivia Bell

For more of Olivia Bell's Poetry, click here.

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Alright, so I think I'm really depressed, because I can't stay happy for more than 5 minutes at a time. I always think of someone and end up feeling horrible again. This is crazy, I know I shouldn't be this hung up over a guy, but I am. I'm sorry. I hate this.

Love Me

I love the song Love Me by Justin Bieber. He's really good (not to mention really cute). Anyway, I'm addicted to this song now, click here to see it.

Birthday xD

I'M GOING TO BE 17 TOMORROW!!!!! I'm so excited!!!! Yeah!!!! xD

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Vanilla Twilight

The stars lean down to kiss you,
And I lie awake and miss you.
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere.
'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly,
But I'll miss your arms around me.
I'd send a postcard to you dear,
'Cause I wish you were here.

I watch the night turn light blue.
But it's not the same without you,
Because it takes two to whisper quietly,
The silence isn't so bad,
Till I look at my hands and feel sad,
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly.

I'll find repose in new ways,
Though I haven't slept in two days,
'Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone.
But drenched in Vanilla twilight,
I'll sit on the front porch all night,
Waist deep in thought because when I think of you.
I don't feel so alone.
I don't feel so alone.
I don't feel so alone.

As many times as I blink I'll think of you... tonight.
I'll think of you tonight.

When violet eyes get brighter,
And heavy wings grow lighter,
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again.
And I'll forget the world that I knew,
But I swear I won't forget you,
Oh if my voice could reach back through the past,
I'd whisper in your ear,
Oh darling I wish you were here.

-Owl City

*sigh* Goodnight.

Poems

My Heart in Your Palm

You’ve hold my heart in your palm, you don’t even realize it.
You could simply squeeze if you wanted, and there I’d lay, dead.
I know you don’t want that, and you don’t mean to do it,
But every time you look at me, I feel a slight tug,
As you run away with my heart in your palm, you don’t even realize it.

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Love Song

Don't sing a love song he wrote for someone else,
Because the whole time you're singing it he'll be thinking of her.
Instead write your own and share your own story,
Maybe then he'll see the way he tore into your heart.

Samuel Helps xD

Sam sent me this quote and I love it!

"It may seem stormy now, but the rain can't last forever."